Kaleidoscope

She tries to unfeel you
To keep emotions in disguise
She wants to delete you
But in her lonely nights she cries
Forsaken, revoken,
In all her longing kept alive

Where does she go?
She's stained-glassed in her mind
And caught in fantasies
She's losing out on time

She prays for more to come
A reason to get on
But in the night her memories pull her retrograde through time
When all her dreams were young
Reliance felt so strong
I'm breathlessly beholding her kaleidoscopic mind

Oho...
Emotions in disguise...
And all the love she's bearing
She keeps silenced by the night
Awakened – unspoken
Beyond her dreams she tries to hide
Truths fraying out
With stained glass in her mind
All pains and dreams she hides inside
One reads between the lines

She prays for more to come
A reason to get on
But in the night her memories pull her retrograde through time
When all her dreams were young
Reliance felt so strong
I'm breathlessly beholding her kaleidoscopic mind

And as the minutes pass
She looks up to the stars
Reality's fading away
When all her dreams were young...
She's trying to get on...
She prays for more to come...